After 10 months, J and I are headed back to the doctor today. In less than an hour we'll be leaving to see our new doctor for the first time. My mountain of paperwork is filled out, my transcripts have been transferred over, so physically I am completely prepared. Why am I so nervous?
I'm hoping that we can do this without losing myself again. That I can handle the doctors visits, meds, and intensity without going to the deep dark place I did last summer.
I'm nervous, but hopefully this will be what we need. If you have a moment to wish me luck, I would appreciate your positive thoughts.
Full report to come tomorrow!