Saturday, March 19, 2011

A Digital Just Doesn't Lie

I peed on my first digital pregnancy test this morning. It was the only one I had left in the house. I had visions of it being the last one I had to buy, for quite awhile anyway.

I was wrong.

BFN.

In three clear, unmistakable, no need to hold it up to the light and squint, characters. -NO

I'm doing okay. Not great, but I'll live. I am proud of myself for taking it as well as I am considering how much I got my hopes up yesterday.

Someday it will be different.
Someday we'll get pregnant.
Someday we'll get a family.
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  1. AnonymousMarch 19, 2011 at 9:07 AM

    I'm so sorry. Truly.

    You're right, though- you will have a family one day! I know you will. I will keep you guys in my prayers.

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  2. NinkMarch 19, 2011 at 9:19 AM

    Just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for your BFN. Those are always such a slap in the face. But, I love how you still are holding onto hope for your future. Your time WILL come...it's not a matter of IF, it's a matter of WHEN. :)

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  3. AnonymousMarch 19, 2011 at 9:38 AM

    So sorry...I hate those tests! One day, one day our babies will come to us :)

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  4. JosMarch 19, 2011 at 11:41 AM

    You're truly on the right track - I believe that. Your body is loving how you're treating it, and this is going to happen for you soon!

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  5. KristaMarch 19, 2011 at 12:24 PM

    I'm sorry it was negative. I definitely agree that it will happen someday. Hopefully that day is soon. VERY SOON!

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  6. The ZombiesMarch 19, 2011 at 12:49 PM

    yes, you'll get that positive soon enough...

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  7. AnonymousMarch 19, 2011 at 1:13 PM

    DAMMIT.
    Hang in there lady.
    Your BFP will be here one day. Hopefully VERY soon.

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  8. VenessaMarch 19, 2011 at 2:00 PM

    I just came across your blog today...I will be sending prayer and positive thoughts your way. Before I got my official diagnosis of not ever being able to conceive, I remember these moments of hope and fear as the 2 minutes slowly ticked by. Thank you for being so honest about your story!

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  9. RachMarch 19, 2011 at 2:29 PM

    So sorry. Will be thinking of you. Yes, someday it WILL be different.

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  10. ADSchillMarch 19, 2011 at 2:40 PM

    Oh sweetie, I am so sorry! I SO know how that feels. We just have to keep trying. There is no doubt that it's a long road and we will get the wind knocked out of us more times than we can count.
    But you'll get there. We all will somehow.

    I got my AF today too...this cycle is over for me as well.

    E-mail me if you would like.

    http://missconception-ads.blogspot.com/

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  11. LizMarch 21, 2011 at 3:13 PM

    Sorry you got a recent BFN. Here's hoping you get a BFP in the near future. I've never tried the digital tests, but they seem so black and white which is scary.

    ICLW #64

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  12. ~ebc~March 21, 2011 at 6:42 PM

    hi from ICLW...BFN's suck...hoping your someday comes sooner than later.

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