I peed on my first digital pregnancy test this morning. It was the only one I had left in the house. I had visions of it being the last one I had to buy, for quite awhile anyway.
I was wrong.
In three clear, unmistakable, no need to hold it up to the light and squint, characters. -NO
I'm doing okay. Not great, but I'll live. I am proud of myself for taking it as well as I am considering how much I got my hopes up yesterday.
Someday it will be different.
Someday we'll get pregnant.
Someday we'll get a family.