Saturday, March 19, 2011

A Digital Just Doesn't Lie

I peed on my first digital pregnancy test this morning. It was the only one I had left in the house. I had visions of it being the last one I had to buy, for quite awhile anyway.

I was wrong.


In three clear, unmistakable, no need to hold it up to the light and squint, characters. -NO

I'm doing okay. Not great, but I'll live. I am proud of myself for taking it as well as I am considering how much I got my hopes up yesterday.

Someday it will be different.
Someday we'll get pregnant.
Someday we'll get a family.


  1. I'm so sorry. Truly.

    You're right, though- you will have a family one day! I know you will. I will keep you guys in my prayers.

  2. Just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for your BFN. Those are always such a slap in the face. But, I love how you still are holding onto hope for your future. Your time WILL's not a matter of IF, it's a matter of WHEN. :)

  3. So sorry...I hate those tests! One day, one day our babies will come to us :)

  4. You're truly on the right track - I believe that. Your body is loving how you're treating it, and this is going to happen for you soon!

  5. I'm sorry it was negative. I definitely agree that it will happen someday. Hopefully that day is soon. VERY SOON!

  6. yes, you'll get that positive soon enough...

  7. DAMMIT.
    Hang in there lady.
    Your BFP will be here one day. Hopefully VERY soon.

  8. I just came across your blog today...I will be sending prayer and positive thoughts your way. Before I got my official diagnosis of not ever being able to conceive, I remember these moments of hope and fear as the 2 minutes slowly ticked by. Thank you for being so honest about your story!

  9. So sorry. Will be thinking of you. Yes, someday it WILL be different.

  10. Oh sweetie, I am so sorry! I SO know how that feels. We just have to keep trying. There is no doubt that it's a long road and we will get the wind knocked out of us more times than we can count.
    But you'll get there. We all will somehow.

    I got my AF today too...this cycle is over for me as well.

    E-mail me if you would like.

  11. Sorry you got a recent BFN. Here's hoping you get a BFP in the near future. I've never tried the digital tests, but they seem so black and white which is scary.

    ICLW #64

  12. hi from ICLW...BFN's suck...hoping your someday comes sooner than later.