I finally broke down and called. Of course two minutes later I get an email saying my results are available.
My beta was 8406.
It is over for us.
I am in a bit of a state of shock. I appreciate your prayers. I am trying to find solace in the fact that we got pregnant at all. We can do it. But for now I'm devastated. To go from the highest of highs to this is... well I can't quite describe it.
Now I get to call my mom. Disappointing your parents never stops hurting.